I'm not doing well. My wife signed a lease on an apartment. The kids have decided that they are going to live with her. Hence the abandonment issues. My wife knows this will hurt me. My kids know this will hurt me.
My daughter thinks that because I told her to go outside when she was little, that I didn't want her. I don't know how to fix warped perceptions like that. I love my kids so much it hurts. It hurts when they do things like this. It hurts when they won't get help. It hurts when they don't care enough to learn about me. I haven't cried like this in a long time.
I can't help but to think that I have lost them for good.
My daughter thinks that because I told her to go outside when she was little, that I didn't want her. I don't know how to fix warped perceptions like that. I love my kids so much it hurts. It hurts when they do things like this. It hurts when they won't get help. It hurts when they don't care enough to learn about me. I haven't cried like this in a long time.
I can't help but to think that I have lost them for good.
