Within the past week, I have had a had maybe tops 20 words from my family. All 3 of them total maybe 20 words. I get a note on my door this morning. I scanned it in for people to see actual demeaner.
Well I could have helped with the repair costs doing it myself. I knew he was having problems with his brakes and I was suppose to work on them over the weekend. That was before I was told be the same son to go kill myself, slit my throat, drive my car into a tree, yada, yada, yada. $700 ($350 was my "portion') and of course they could never see the value in it. Curiosity, I wonder how much an afterhours brake job on Ilene's car, or the muffler replacement on Cassie's car cost. Now that they have to go to a mechanic, I guess we will find out.
Getting back to the note. $480 for car insurance. She thinks that Eric's portion is only like $120.00. To find the REAL cost of Eric's car insurance she will need to price his insurance alone. His insurance would be $334.57 as a basic bare minimum insurance policy. I used Progress.com to compare.
Next there is the cell phone bill. $471 for the 4 of us. There are features that can and should be turned off. I told this to Ilene MONTH's ago. There is no need for ringback tones. I turned off extras on my phone.
Next we need to address Eric's SSI payment. I get $833 for me to use to help support Eric as I deem necessary for his needs. Last month I paid over $1300 to help in the support of Eric. This month I have paid $658 for electric bill and $35 in overdraft. Ilene has stopped her payment going into the bank. I have no idea what she is spending money on. I have no idea what she is wasting money on. She is claiming everything is my fault and that I haven't paid bills and that is why we are in the position we are in. Fine she wants to blame me, if she thinks that makes things better.
I asked her to read Dave Ramsey and Suzy Orman. She has never picked up either book. It basically says to stop paying for everything you can't afford to pay cash for. Live within your means. Cassie wanted to go to California. The original deal was that we would buy the plane tickets for her birthday, but she had to pay for everthing else. She earned about $300.00 last year. Of which she pisssed away on things like "Coach" collars for the dogs. So when it came time for her to go to California my wife should have said "No, we can't afford it."
I told here months ago that we needed to make BIG cuts in our way of living. She thinks like Obama that she can spend her way out of this problem. Obama can print more money. She can't.
She called me "Dillusional" today. She is so wrong, I am not playing into the "Illusion that I grew up in a HAPPY home." nor am I playing into the "Illision that she ever loved me." My eyes are open for the first time in over 40 years. I am happy at the fact that I am finding peace in God. I am happy and proud that I am now leaving my life completely in his hands. I became ordained to help find peace and to help others. My wife mocked me for this, when my freinds have not only been supportive, but they have also be proactive in helping me. They actually want me to be happy.
Getting back to the note. $480 for car insurance. She thinks that Eric's portion is only like $120.00. To find the REAL cost of Eric's car insurance she will need to price his insurance alone. His insurance would be $334.57 as a basic bare minimum insurance policy. I used Progress.com to compare.
Next there is the cell phone bill. $471 for the 4 of us. There are features that can and should be turned off. I told this to Ilene MONTH's ago. There is no need for ringback tones. I turned off extras on my phone.
Next we need to address Eric's SSI payment. I get $833 for me to use to help support Eric as I deem necessary for his needs. Last month I paid over $1300 to help in the support of Eric. This month I have paid $658 for electric bill and $35 in overdraft. Ilene has stopped her payment going into the bank. I have no idea what she is spending money on. I have no idea what she is wasting money on. She is claiming everything is my fault and that I haven't paid bills and that is why we are in the position we are in. Fine she wants to blame me, if she thinks that makes things better.
I asked her to read Dave Ramsey and Suzy Orman. She has never picked up either book. It basically says to stop paying for everything you can't afford to pay cash for. Live within your means. Cassie wanted to go to California. The original deal was that we would buy the plane tickets for her birthday, but she had to pay for everthing else. She earned about $300.00 last year. Of which she pisssed away on things like "Coach" collars for the dogs. So when it came time for her to go to California my wife should have said "No, we can't afford it."
I told here months ago that we needed to make BIG cuts in our way of living. She thinks like Obama that she can spend her way out of this problem. Obama can print more money. She can't.
She called me "Dillusional" today. She is so wrong, I am not playing into the "Illusion that I grew up in a HAPPY home." nor am I playing into the "Illision that she ever loved me." My eyes are open for the first time in over 40 years. I am happy at the fact that I am finding peace in God. I am happy and proud that I am now leaving my life completely in his hands. I became ordained to help find peace and to help others. My wife mocked me for this, when my freinds have not only been supportive, but they have also be proactive in helping me. They actually want me to be happy.
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