I originally had a complete other blog planned for today. I was going to talk about how peaceful things have been around here. That was until Ilene got on the rag. She doesn't like the way Eric's money is being doled out. She does not think that I am spending the full amount on him.
She has completely cut all money off to me. She is making decisions about OUR HOUSE, unilaterally. She is demanding that I clear off things from HER KITCHEN TABLE (I had to remind her that it was OUR TABLE). And she is demanding that I get a job and go to work.
If you know anything about me, you would know that I am just not capable of working. I just started working with my 3rd set of Therapists and Psychiatrists. I get frazzled easily. I don't follow through on things and the medications I'm on are all new. I've only been on them for a month.
She thinks she knows better than all the Therapists and Psychiatrists, all the Judges and even the State and Federal Governments that not only think I shouldn't work, but I shouldn't drive. She doesn't think I should drive.
She just doesn't get it. She thinks I'm all well. She thinks this is a joke. That I made up all of this. I wish she could spend 1 day in my brain and then tell me this is all fake. God how I wish I was well. I have taken my full allotment of little pills for today. Can't wait till midnight. Arrrrrrrrg!!!!! This is going to eat at me for days, and days.
She has completely cut all money off to me. She is making decisions about OUR HOUSE, unilaterally. She is demanding that I clear off things from HER KITCHEN TABLE (I had to remind her that it was OUR TABLE). And she is demanding that I get a job and go to work.
If you know anything about me, you would know that I am just not capable of working. I just started working with my 3rd set of Therapists and Psychiatrists. I get frazzled easily. I don't follow through on things and the medications I'm on are all new. I've only been on them for a month.
She thinks she knows better than all the Therapists and Psychiatrists, all the Judges and even the State and Federal Governments that not only think I shouldn't work, but I shouldn't drive. She doesn't think I should drive.
She just doesn't get it. She thinks I'm all well. She thinks this is a joke. That I made up all of this. I wish she could spend 1 day in my brain and then tell me this is all fake. God how I wish I was well. I have taken my full allotment of little pills for today. Can't wait till midnight. Arrrrrrrrg!!!!! This is going to eat at me for days, and days.
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