I have reread all of my posts from day one of this divorce. Not once have I told any one of them to "go fuck yourself", "go commit suicide", or like when I went for surgery "I wish they missed with the knife".
I love my children, and I even love Ilene. If I didn't I would never have married her in the first place. I just can't live with her. It is not in my heart to wish any other them ill will.
On the contrary: In my June 10th Blog, I said at the end "God Bless all of them, Ilene, Cassie and Eric. God Bless her brothers and their families. I hope that they take care of all of her needs." On June 22, I ended it with "I will always have a special place in my heart for Ilene. As I have said in the past, I knew from the very first moment I met her, that I was going to marry her, have a family together, and then grow old together. How's that song go "2 out of 3 ain't bad". But I am so happy that things are changing. So to you Mr. Eric, may God bless you and keep you. My your desires and hopes be fulfilled. And may you have enough. Through the years, you have brought me laughs, pain, joy, sorrow, but I have never been more proud of you than I am today."
I can't wish them anything but the best. I hope that life gives them all that they deserve.
I love my children, and I even love Ilene. If I didn't I would never have married her in the first place. I just can't live with her. It is not in my heart to wish any other them ill will.
On the contrary: In my June 10th Blog, I said at the end "God Bless all of them, Ilene, Cassie and Eric. God Bless her brothers and their families. I hope that they take care of all of her needs." On June 22, I ended it with "I will always have a special place in my heart for Ilene. As I have said in the past, I knew from the very first moment I met her, that I was going to marry her, have a family together, and then grow old together. How's that song go "2 out of 3 ain't bad". But I am so happy that things are changing. So to you Mr. Eric, may God bless you and keep you. My your desires and hopes be fulfilled. And may you have enough. Through the years, you have brought me laughs, pain, joy, sorrow, but I have never been more proud of you than I am today."
I can't wish them anything but the best. I hope that life gives them all that they deserve.
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